So is this really that bad??? Well, yes, I think it is and this is why...because I have not only led him on, but it did not help my feelings for him diminish in any way. All I wanted to say was "I'm coming over. Go shave and put on cologne and let's make out." At least I had a shred of reality left to refrain from saying that. But that is what I wanted to say with all my heart. I really don't know if this situation is going to get better unless I find a replacement for him. I need someone to fall in love with. Too bad I'm not really in a "falling in love" type mood.
So I had a blind date on Tuesday night. It was horrible. The guy was highly offensive and lacked some crucial social skills. He talked about his mother A LOT (with whom he still lives), didn't open my door (car or otherwise), took me to a movie I've already seen (because he didn't want to see the movie I wanted), and told me if I would have tried to be more feminine and less controlling, maybe my ex-husband wouldn't have left me. I'm not lying when I say that I started looking for hidden cameras because no one would actually say those things without some financial compensation. But alas, he really was that stupid. Luckily, he hasn't called again. I don't think he will because I wasn't too subtle on indicating my disapproval with his comments and behavior. :)